Brain Records by Alexandra Crisbășan (XXXII)

“This is a project representing the fragments of conversations which my brain has recorded, during different encounters which I decided to write down. […] So, this is what “Brain Records” is; the story of human encounter, human communication, socialization. The story of all of them together as a whole. A story told from the subjectivity and logical storytelling ordering process of my brain.

I don’t think this is art, not necessarily, I don’t label it as a possible form of art either. I just think it’s really interesting to document real communication in the era of smartphones.”

***

Anarchy In The UK

Mă rog, nu regret nimic oricum,
Altfel nu ajungeam să gândesc cum gândesc acum.
Am avut de câștigat!
Padudent, my only friend!
Vreau să-ți vibrez păsăricaaaaaaaaa!
E prea luni! Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?
Because it feels so good when I stop!
A făcut ceva ce m-a uns pe suflet,
L-a scapat în veceu.
Maybe I can’t write stories…
I need them to be listened.
Not by others, by myself,
In a way in which a stranger listens, in oblivion.
Box of moving things,
Nu le poți avea pe ambele.
În cei aproape nouășpe ani am învățat.
Te naști un nimeni gata să fii îngropat.
Sistem, oameni, viață.
În cei aproape nouășpe ani am învățat,
Că am suficient timp să vă ard atât de tare
Încât în durerea sfâșietoare să vă inunde o plăcere vinovată!
But maybe I’m being too complicated for you,
Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you,
The psychiatrists thinking they could fool you.
Miroase a mirosuri.
Știam eu că am prea multe probleme
Să pot sta liniștită.
E cheia-n ușă? Momentul adevărului!
Era să mor! Eeeee, spagetti, spagetti, spagetti!
The last thing I want to do is hurt you.
It’s still on the list.
In your dreams, evil spawn!
Taking a few bites.
I need to steal somethiiinggg,
Ahh chemicals!
Is this dream or reality?
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
It’s a little bit of both!
Din mers, știi să bei?
E așa drăguță când e nervoasă, când zâmbește…
M-am împăcat cu ideea *suicide*.
Motorcycle kidnap!
Merg pe calea lui Matei, living the nerd life.
Mâine între 7:30-8:30, examenul începe la 9.
Trebuie să ai puțină nebunie ca psihiatru…

Photo via Alexandra’s InstagramYou can also follow her on her Website.

The following two tabs change content below.
Bucharest-based artist. Psychedelic photographer, brain-scratching writer / poetess and priestess of the macabre.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *