Brain Records by Alexandra Crisbășan (XLV)

“This is a project representing the fragments of conversations which my brain has recorded, during different encounters which I decided to write down. […] So, this is what “Brain Records” is; the story of human encounter, human communication, socialization. The story of all of them together as a whole. A story told from the subjectivity and logical storytelling ordering process of my brain.

I don’t think this is art, not necessarily, I don’t label it as a possible form of art either. I just think it’s really interesting to document real communication in the era of smartphones.”

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Lose yourself

Plouă, plouă, babele și moșii sunt împreună.
WAS UNTERNMAE?! *what’s your username?!*
Sufletul mi fulger
Și zarea mi furtună…
Oamenii au un mod ciudat
De a tranforma dorința în pedeapsă.
I had many, many lovers.
They were all mad about me, insane going for me.
They wrote me songs and poems
They told me I’m the Queen on a pedestal of sin.
They sung and dedicated their soul-songs to me
And mind-wrecking movies.
I couldn’t love them, I needed to breathe.
I never asked for any of this
But you did let it unfold.
I never thought they would step on my corpse,
Just because.
Te aud prin telefon
Cum îți dai ochii peste cap!
Ăsta e fix copilul de 15 ani care
Și-a violat toate jucăriile de pluș!
What’s your earliest memory?
Dad leaving home.
Pe tine cum te-a greșit viața?
Mi-a arătat cum pot să scap!
Mi-a spus că fruntea mea este bobârnacăbăl.
They tried to make me go to rehab
I said, no, no, no *15 minutes later*
Neko ai călcat în pasărea moartă!
I SAID NO, NO, NO.
Și-a făcut pe ascuns un tatuaj “Sin”
Și l-a făcut ca de fiecare dată când îl văd
Să-mi aduc aminte cât de mult i-am greșit!
M-a lăsat bocind și s-a dus dracu acasă!
When the UK and the US go crazy
But your country is already fucked up.
Simțul omorului.
If this is what you call the good life
I want a better way to die.
I’m sorry my daughter raped you…
Nu vrea să-mi dea acadeaua lui…
Ce mă bucur că ciclul nu te influențează
GATA! NE DESPĂRȚIM! IAU SI MOBILA DE LA IKEA CU MINE!
Pe asta n-am înțeles-o…
Nici nu trebuie, sunt femeie!

Photo via Alexandra’s InstagramYou can also follow her on her Website.

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Bucharest-based artist. Psychedelic photographer, brain-scratching writer / poetess and priestess of the macabre.

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